20th Nov 09
Rhiain, my princess, why??? why did you leave me??? i miss you so much, i am so sick of crying i just want you home!! and now!! i am so tempted to get in the car and come dig you up!! but i know i cant - you're ashes now!!! how can i bring ashes home?? they wont help!! i need you, my beautiful princess, my christmas blessing!!! 1 year and 6 days was no where near enough time with you!!!!! i just cant understand why Rhi?? we never did anything to hurt anyone, i cared for you and loved you more than anyone else could!!! when your 'dad' walked out i never gave up on you!! i knew that i could be a good mummy - but what kind of mummy cant protect their little princess from such an awful, silent killer??? one moment you were gazing up at me with your big beautiful blue eyes and the next you were gone??? GONE!! to never share that beautiful smile again! i just dont get it!!! i need you here!! Alissa and Alivia are only 13 weeks away from joining us here but i am terrified Rhi!! i just want you back! i just want to kiss and cuddle you, to have you back in my arms!! Your 3rd birthday is only weeks away and YOU WONT BE HERE!!!!!! i hate the thought of facing another christmas without you, replying the day you were born over and over in my head!! its not fair!!! i should be buying you all the Disney stuff available for christmas, i wish i could see your face light up when opening your presents! you were only 1 but so excited!!! i hate the thought of raising Alissa and Alivia without you - their big sister to play with them, how can i ever help them understand how special you were.....still are??? oh Rhi, this is awful!!! i love you so much, more than anyone could ever know!!!!!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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xx** sweetdreams sending you all my love & hugs **xx
GOD BLESS SWEET ANGEL XXXX
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A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY FLEW SO NEAR
I AM SURE IT HEARD A WHISPER IN MY EAR
SAYING I AM SAFE AND I AM WELL
HEAVEN IS BEAUTIFUL I CAN TELL
FOR I PLAY WITH THE ANGELS BIG AND SMALL
THERE I SLEEP AT NIGHT WHEN I HEAR GOD CALL
IT IS TIME FOR ALL YOU ANGELS TO REST
FOR HEAVEN IS ONLY FULL OF THE BEST
I JUST WANTED TO SEND THE BUTTERFLY TO YOU
TO LET YOU KNOW I MISS YOU TOO
I WILL BE WAITING WHEN YOUR TIME IS NEAR
FOR YOU WILL JOIN ME IN HEAVEN IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL HERE.....
copyright� Ros Roberts
SENT WITH LOVE FROM LIZ XXXXXX
BROKEN MOTHERS.......
HOW CAN A BROKEN MOTHER EXPLAIN JUST HOW SHE FEELS INSIDE
IT JUST LIKE PART OF HERSELF HAS ALSO DIED
SOME HOW WE KNOW WE MUST JUST CARRY ON
EVEN THOUGH HER CHILD HAS GONE
OTHERS SAY THAT OUR CHILD IS IN A BETTER PLACE
IF THEY SAY THOSE WORDS TO ME THEY ARE A DISGRACE
FOR THERE IS NO BETTER PLACE THAN WITH A MOTHER BY THIER SIDE
YES WE WILL ALWAYS CRY OUR TEARS THOSE WE CANNOT HIDE
WE WILL ALWAYS STILL BE A MOTHER WHEREVER OUR CHILD MAYBE
I THINK MAYBE OUR CHILD MADE US WHO WE ARE REALLY MEANT TO BE
WE MAYBE BROKEN AND SHATTED INSIDE
OUR TEARS WILL STILL FLOW WHY SHOULD WE HIDE
WE STAND TOGETHER BROKEN MOTHERS ALWAYS STAY STRONG
BECAUSE WE KNOW DEEP INSIDE THAT OUR CHILDS SPIRIT WILL LIVE ON
WHEREVER WE GO AND WHATEVER WE DO
OUR CHILDREN WILL ALWAYS BE APART OF OF US TOO.......
copyright Rosalind Roberts 18/11/09
The Precious Child I Knew
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A child is such a wondrous gift
And I thank the Lord for you
For knowing such a special child
For the love and joy we knew
Although you’re no longer with me
Precious memories live on in my heart
And in my mind it is clear
That one day we won't be apart
I know we'll be together again
When my time on earth is through
Until then I'll hold a memory close
Of the precious child I knew
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey 15/11/09
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15th Nov 2009
Hi Rhiain, i miss you so much princess. i just wanted to tell you that Rich and me have decided to name your baby sisters Alissa-Rhiain and Alivia-Abigaile......do you see how they will have your names as part of theirs? i hope that is ok with you Rhiain, i thought it will bring you closer to them, because you cant be here in person. They are due in 15 weeks now!! it wont take long Rhiain so please stay close to them and help them grow.
i love and miss you millions.
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My Broken Heart
My broken heart..
Will never mend
So lots of kisses..
I shall send
We think of you..
In a better place
With beautiful wings..
And a smile on your face
Every day is a struggle you see
Trying to cope..
So please help me
How do I cope?
I do not know
My heart is broken..
So that goes to show
I can't except you are gone
I need you here..
Please keep me strong
Stay by my side..
Show me the way
Help me to cope every day
I love and miss you so much..
And I always will
Since you have been gone..
Time has stood still
I think of you in heaven..
With Gods Angels up above
Please my precious Angel..
Watch over me with love xxx
My Broken Heart
My broken heart..
Will never mend
So lots of kisses..
I shall send
We think of you..
In a better place
With beautiful wings..
And a smile on your face
Every day is a struggle you see
Trying to cope..
So please help me
How do I cope?
I do not know
My heart is broken..
So that goes to show
I can't except you are gone
I need you here..
Please keep me strong
Stay by my side..
Show me the way
Help me to cope every day
I love and miss you so much..
And I always will
Since you have been gone..
Time has stood still
I think of you in heaven..
With Gods Angels up above
Please my precious Angel..
Watch over me with love xxx
Mum....
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I am your precious Angel..
And I watch down on you with love
I am a gift to you..
From the Dear Lord above
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Please don't you worry about me...
I am happy and I fly free..
I fly high with the birds in the clouds...
And then back home to God you see
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I watch you when you are sleeping..
And I blow you kisses from above
I shall place a red rose on your pillow...
And leave you lots of love
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copyright� Jackie Thomas 08/11/09.
____;✿✿;_..If roses grow in Heaven angel
___;✿✿✿･;_..Please pick a bunch for me
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____((( )))....and tell them they're from me.xxx
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Always remember how much we love you..
Always remember how much we care
Always shine bright in heaven..
'Cos you are a special Angel there
God needed a special Angel..
In God's kingdom up above
So Goodnight my special Angel..
And I send you all my love
copyright Jackie Thomas 10/09/09.
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